My Daze with the Dark Muze

When you are a rockstar, nothing is real. 

Nigel Hartagan is the epitome of a rock star. He has a successful award-winning music career, a talented wife, and a beautiful daughter. But on the side, he is spiraling out of control in a daze with the Powder Goddess. 

In Nigel’s world, the highs were high, but the lows have made him discover that a monster is lurking inside. Nigel soon plunges to rock bottom as he goes further into the Goddess’s clutches and slips into a delusional world where debauchery is his only goal. 

From getting caught with a transitioning prostitute to selling his own kid, to blowing up rehab, Nigel is turning into a beast he would never imagine to be. 

Nigel battles for his life as drugs make him choose between his love for his new Powder Goddess or his Musical Mistress.


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Playlist for My Daze With the Dark Muse

Music featured in or that inspired the book.

Full playlist is in the back of the book